Unfortunately, in the past couple of weeks I've felt the least excited I've ever been for a semester to start. This is partially because my degree stretches out before me like a lonely road.

Well, okay, so there are a few cars heading that way with me, and a few back at home, but still, it really hit me this summer as I completed my master's degree that I have more to go than I've already done (of graduate school, that is). However, and this is worse, I wasn't really excited about any of my classes. My advanced music theory pedagogy class looks to be much like my music theory pedagogy class from the same instructor last semester, and while she knows about as much as anyone in the entire field, I am not a huge fan of the format of the class, which entails a lot of discussion of minutia and doing of assignments with multiple parts with multiple subparts ad infinitum (nice Latin there).
My history of music theory class is worse off than this, considering that it is, if anything, less advanced than the history of music theory class I took from the musicology department last semester. (Ah, but requirements are requirements.) My current instructor has admitted that, given the choice, he'd gladly take the musicology version, and our first class, on Greek music theory, was a good example of why: he didn't even mention tetrachords, Pythagoreans and Aristoxenians were classified as if there were no gray area, students who'd read no more than a 14-page introduction to "Greek music theory" were passionately saying things like, "I think a really important aspect of the Pythagorean school is...," and for no apparent reason we have to calculate ratios for all the chromatic intervals through the octave for next week, even though ratios for sevenths (and maybe even sixths) are kind of irrelevant.
But worst of all is my Bartok class, with our expensive books and disorganized classes. One of the books the instructor had put on order isn't even in print anymore, but we still have plenty of readings from it (not awful, though it kind of is awful that she had no idea until someone emailed her after the first day of classes--and it'll run up the copying bill). Then on the first day, she had us write information cards about ourselves, which were to include "one thing you know about Bela Bartók" and "one thing you want to learn about Bela Bartók." Okay, a bit silly already, but then she taught from these cards for 15 minutes, going into little enough depth on each subject that we didn't really learn anything but enough to waste a fair bit of time. And we have two group projects, culminating in... five minute presentations. I wonder if she remembers the difference between undergraduate and graduate students...
Oh well, I'm trying to get the most I can out of my materials. And teaching is going fairly well, though I still hate teaching at 8: I and my mind make it to class no problem, but that's more than can be said for most of the students. I've managed to be quite industrious already--I've even worked ahead a little--and Pro Arte is singing a beautiful Bach (redundant) mass. So, onward down that road!
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Tim, that road looks pretty long...but at least you know other people have made it. Remember you have summertime to come back to Iowa for a rest and quality time in the raspberry patch. Just so you know, I put some of those delectible morsels in the freezer for our next family gathering.
Mom
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